Dear T,
Whatever is going on with h is his own stuff. I definitely was hallucinating the other day. I do feel better, though. I also have been majorly attached to you. And yet unable to be comforted by you because of my fears.

I don't want to be this way, it scares me majorly I was surprised when I didn't go to the doctor, too. "Too much money". I have majorly been "stuck". I Hope to move forward or will at least try to do so.

I really don't want to bother you. Tomorrow I am going to the library to see something interesting to read I went to the beach. I can't control what h does. Nor am I going to try to do so. I need to work on me. I have also looked at different groups we taked about.

me