You're not a failure, mountainstream! You're still here and you're still standing! That makes you quite successful in my book! What makes you think that you're a "failure"? Did anything happen recently? Did anyone tell you that? It is NOT TRUE! We just try to live life the best way we can and even though we al make some mistakes, that certainly doesn't count as "failure! That's the best we can do as humans and it's ALWAYS more than enough! Perhaps you just need to be a little bit kinder to yourself and don't expect 100% perfecton out of yourself. What do you think about that? Sometimes we're our biggest critics! If there are other people in your life who are making you feel this way, cut them out! There's no place for them in your life! Just surround yourself with kindness and love such as the one you'll ALWAY AND CERTAINLY FIND HERE ON PC! Be kind to yourself, ok? YOU MATTER AND YOU'RE WORTH IT! THAT'S A PROMISE! Let us know if we can do something to help you! WE DO CARE ABOUT YOU VERY MUCH! THAT'S A PROMISE! I hope things will get better soon for you one way or another! Wish you the best of luck to your healing and your life! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your family, mountainstream!