I don't think I made a good post earlier but, here we go...

I ham treated for PTSD (related to husband's death 20 years ago), anxiety and depression.

I have had increasing episodes of evil, contemptible rage. Not just anger.

R-A-G-E.

And, I typically now rage at my current husband who is insensitively supportive (if that makes sense). You know, therapy is for the weak, meds are for the weak...so, when I've had enough of the non-support...I blow it and blow it big.

Any advice?