I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time.  Here are links to 3 articles, from PC's archives, that (hopefully) may be of some help... the first 2 by DocJohn:
Suicidal? Don't Throw Away Your Shot
Suicidal? What Van Gogh's Life Can Teach You
How to Survive Suicidal Thoughts
Please take care... 
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