Busy today. Felt pretty good emotionally in the morning, but felt very down in the afternoon. That's the way Saturdays are for me. In the afternoon when I felt down, I was thinking about how it seems like I'm always the one to put myself out for others. No one will put themselves out for me.

Today, I would say that it was the most social day for me at my new place. But it's just a lot of small talk and no connections. Tonight, for the first time since I've moved in, there was someone else in the Jacuzzi when I went in. He was alright, but not my type.

I got a movie for tonight, like I always do on Saturday nights. It's about the afterlife of a couple of people. We'll see if it's going to be good.