Yes, I meant it in a different way - I do still love him, but I am not conflicted at all about not wanting to be with him. I think it's entirely possible to still care for someone you've spent most of your life with, while not wanting to be in a relationship with them ever again. We were not healthy for each other at all. I'm not "close" with my ex. We text each other every once in a while to keep tabs on what's going on in our lives, but that's the extend of it. He's depressed and has virtually no support system, so I worry. I am aware he's not my responsibility.

That's what I think now too, after some contemplation. It would make sense.