How is it going, sinking? Are you with your parents right now? I hope you're taking this chance to RELAX! I'm REALLY HAPPY that you're trying to resist those urges! You're stronger than you think you are! Just try to hang in there to that part of you that wants to live, ok? YOU'VE GOT THIS, MY FRIEND! Please believe in yourself because YOU CAN DO THIS! THAT'S A PROMISE! PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! Definitely keep us updated if you can! WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! I hope things will get better soon for you one way or another! Keep working on yourself! Stay safe and take GREAT care of yourself! Wish you the best of luck in BOTH your healing and your life! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your family, sinking, my dear, sweet friend!