Saw my pdoc Thursday. Told him about at the stress at work and the fact I'm tired crabby and cranky lately. I was concerned my antidepressants might be pooping out. I don't feel depressed though. He told me that any person under the kind of stress I mentioned would be crabby and cranky.
I do what I do because I want to help "my kids". It used to be that was the goal of the agency I work for and the people I work with. Everything is about numbers now. One more year 'til I can retire. I'm more than ready.