Perhaps it is a little impulsive but there is nothing she doesn't know about me. Sometimes I am too open for my own good. I feel like I have known her my entire life and she feels the same way, without me bringing that up.

This is getting rather far afield. I guess I will try and act normally like I do during video chats which she really loves. It will be difficult because it typically takes months for me to not be awkward in person with people. She knows and understands about my mental issues so hopefully it will go well.

If she does hug me in the airport, I will be shaking like a leaf and I suppose there is little I could do to not do that.

Thank you for your input, it is always very useful to read your posts.

MDD with Psychotic Features, Dysthymia, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - Not taking any meds