I thought I was doing great today but then when I went to cancel a service for someone I have been paying for (every single payment from the start of the contract), they said I couldn't, they would keep charging my card unless the person I am paying for cancels. I should have just hung up and figured out another way (I did) but first I b****ed at the person over the phone including giving TMI.

I took more medication. I am not stable unless I sufficiently "drug up". I may seem nice on here and I usually am but not always.

Also, I have been thinking about why I got upset. The situation involves a person that always seems to trigger me yet I take it out on others not them. Boundaries and medications. Most of my life I have always had loose boundaries. Until 48 years old, I took no medications. Now boundaries and meds are necessary; otherwise, I would be unbearable.