It sometimes baffles me how wildly differently different people perceive me
Mostly in real life and occasionally online too...
I am not and have never been someone who wants to define someone by their mistakes...
Real or imaginary ....
It’s puzzling to me how hard it is for some people,
Possible trigger:
Who I now realise were all Narcissistic abusers
All the family of origin were and are malignant narcissists, and I was the “failure” and sometimes even worse... but they, the serial abusers, pathological liars and serial unfaithful in marriage etc....
were blameless.... mind games.. perhaps
How it’s so hard for some people to say something like “I’m sorry I hurt you so much, it wasn’t intentional”
As for me, I would apologise to anyone I hurt .... and I do not and never did hurt anyone intentionally...
The parental units “blew up” any tiny mistake i made when growing up...
Into a crime
That I had to always be punished for ...
So.. who am I? Am I that person in the minds of the abusers...
or maybe I’m nobody at all
(Not about anyone on pc)