I don't even know what I believe. I'm too young. I'm trying to get my life together but my therapist isn't even helping me. I'm too focused on the future and feel like what's the point of even trying when I can't get information of help myself because of negative symptoms? I need someone to guide me. Someone that knows what to do. But the last time that happened was when an old man was helping me with my life and then wanted sex with me.

I try.. I try... It's not like I'm giving up. I just don't know what to do and my dad is like "Everyone your age feels that way". So idk...