I try to talk about what i can put into words and make sense of when i have to. Mostly, since i feel I'm in touch with the emotional side of life far more than most, i keep things to myself. I have been hurt so much in the past, i feel like that's how it was built to be. It is not how it think i should be, but it is. I've seen more than my share of pain and suffering, I'll leave that on me.
So yes, i do know how you feel. And it seems wrong to me. I don't know why but i feel that in some way I'll be able to find a way to better adapt to this life.

It feels like we're cursed, damned....