Actually... school is fine for me, I don't get bullied. I find it easy to talk to and work with my classmates and nobody gives me a hard time in a community college classroom setting. I feel socially confident at school and find that I'm quite well liked. I have a lot of friends now as opposed to high school, so any inferiority complex doesn't really affect me in that area @resurgam.

Just because I feel like I don't have much control doesn't mean I deliberately paint a target on myself in all social settings or invite negative behaviors. Rest assured, this is not something I walk around telling people like some kind of human diary in real life --- just venting on a message board. I don't think most people have psychic power to look into my mind and know that.