I am glad to hear there are some positives in your life. I don't suppose the number to your therapist would be in your call logs on your phone? Have you tried googling his name to see if he is in an online phone directory?

Have you thought about setting up a blog? I blog and I love it. I am working to get it so it will generate income for me and it's hard work, but I am sure it will pay off for me.