I'm having a hard time staying motivated and pressing on. I want to quit so badly because being heavily bullied is exacerbating my depression + anxiety, I'm unintentionally losing weight, having insomnia, panic attacks and migraines because of the stress. I really think I can do better elsewhere even if I spend a few weeks or months unemployed, but because I live with my mom, she won't let me quit and my mental health is not good. It's summer, my favorite time of year. I should be happy and celebrating but I've never been so disenchanted and unhappy. I feel lifeless. It makes me so sad. I don't care whether or not I'm buddies with my team but when they go out of their way to treat me badly and make that conscious effort to be cruel, I can't perform my duties.