Sometimes I have felt "fathered" by T. The protection of my little girl feelings felt good, but I have never wished that he was my father because I would never trade my dad for anyone in the world.
My first T was a woman and I would wish that she was my mother or that I had a mother like her.
I love my husband very much, but I have definitely fantasized about what it would be like for T to fill that role because of the deep understanding and connections that we have that I do not have with my husband because of various reasons.
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