So I'm going to be volunteering and am going to my first meeting with the other volunteers tomorrow. The 'community centre' is actually a town house unit which I found out is not just in my old neighbourhood but right next to where I used to live. I have a lot of bad memories about things that happened when I lived there (I was 13/14 and I'm 29 now). It really didn't hit me until I looked up the directions and saw the image on Google maps. I was surprised how seeing a place could bring back all the memories and now I'm very anxious about going. I don't know why but I'm afraid and I feel silly about it.