Nothing wrong with venting a little bit, golden_eve! Everybody needs it sometimes! I'm sure you would gladly listen to your friends if they needed to vent to you a little bit, so there's no reason why you shouldn't do the same! That said, I'm so sorry life is being so stressful for you at the moment! It is hard to cope with negative emotions! I hope you're working with your therapist on this! You can do this and you've got this! THAT'S A PROMISE! I'm sure you know that as well! Let us know when things get better of you because THEY WILL! We ALL DO very much care about you! THAT'S A PROMISE! Keep fighting! Wish you the best of luck in BOTH your healing and your life! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your family, golden_eve!