Last night was productive. We dug pretty deep, I felt safe and stayed present, I cried and you I am pretty sure cried a bit. I felt so comfortable and supported that I even asked YOU for a hug instead of the other way around. The only people I ask for a hug are my best friend and my husband and children. It was HUGE since the topic we were discussing is directly related to my abandonment issues. Usually I push away or at least feel horrible I certainly never would have asked for a hug. Today I am feeling very emotional and cant stop these horrible thoughts and memories. I tried to text this morning and haven't heard back. I hate that the nature of our relationship is just 1 hour a week. I know you care but this feeling alone sucks.