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Razzleberry said:
And I just want to say I'm really sorry that you have to deal with this. I am sorry that there are women out there like your wife... It kills me to realize what I put my husband thru. I hate what I've done to the people I love. That's the worst part. It's bad enough to ***** up my own life, but now I've gone and done it to people I love.

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Everything that I've been through - all of it - would be worth it if my wife would say that to me. Just once.