Hi LadyShadow. I wondered why I had not seen you around recently. I am so sorry that your heart is broken and you feel alone. You still have us. Your PC friends remain and care.

I think it could be good for you to live on your own though I understand you loss and sadness. For what it's worth, I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. Two of three sisters hate me and wish harm on me. But I try to focus on the stable and kind one...I know she loves me and wants me to be happy. I hope you can at least maintain your relationship with your parents. Though I fully understand how much it hurts to lose your sister's love.

When is your birthday? Are you comfortable sharing so we can acknowledge it here on PC?

I wish you peace and hope. You deserve it.