Thanks everyone

So I decided to use one of my in case of emergency sedatives. I just didn't want to get so overwhelmed that I would dissociate through the whole meeting. I handled it okay and tried to just focus on the conversation while there. I just kept telling my myself what you told me 'it's just a house, nobody can hurt me'. I'm very grateful for this forum and to all of you to have someone to talk this stuff through with.