I had a similar experience with therapists and felt like you, also not giving most of them more appointments. I found them to be intentionally aloof as though that was what the profession must dictate they be? They would matter-of-factly hand me a box of tissues, showing no emotion or sympathy that you would normally get from a layperson.

I found some made really antagonistic remarks that really got under my skin. Why would I want to keep going to talk to someone who acted like this to me? So I didn’t go back.