Thanks for sharing this, if this really works without any serious side affects, it's amazing!

But - I must admit a lump instantly formed in my stomack, cause to be honest, I have no idea who I would be without the depression, it's been a part of me for so long. So would I become a different person? I often get scared of "losing" myself. I think this is partly dissociation, or often dissociation, but I've been thinking a lot that I could either die as me or live on as someone else. That I wouldn't be me anymore without all of this. Which is a very disturbing idea, and one I am very reluctant to talk about (I don't think I've ever talked about it, really), cause it may seem like I want to be depressed, to have people feel sorry for me, or to feel special or anything like that. It's very confusing..

Anyone else had similar thoughts?