I really appreciate everyone's concerns. they help me keeping things in perspective. THANK YOU FOR CARING!

i know its not a good idea to start a relationship while being this vulnerable but im not really starting a romantic relationship yet. i am starting a friendship. if then things will evolve in something romantic its ok, if not i'll be glad to have a new friend. im not rushing things, i do not want him as a bf at any cost. im just truly finding myself well while with him and i just would like to keep this going. where it will lead, i dont know…

i was only concerned i was subconsciously pushing him away scaring him away mentioning depression instead of keeping him close, because i really like this guy. and i dont want to push him away. im not really sure what i want from it or what i expect to happen. im just enjoying seeing him as a friend and more than just a colleague. if it becomes romantic then i'll really need some help.

for now things are cleared, we admitted to each other we have suffered from depression and have been at the mental health center and instead of scaring me or of scaring him we agreed that its the bad side of very sensitive people (and HE said it, making it look like a positive quality instead of a flaw).

with time we'll see what happens. am i being reasonable here???