Streetcarblanche, I read your thread a first I cannot express the strength you must have to endure something like this that must have caused you endless anxiety. I have gone through horrible abuse for 15 months of my life and there were times I didn't think I'd ever get out of it, but it happened. I am so glad that you have found a home to live for the next 3 months and now like you said your next hurdle in finding a job. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and hope you find that job very soon. Big Hugs to you.