Thank you. Honestly, I feel embarassed because I know that most of you have gone through far worse things than me, real things and not something in your imagination. But psychedelic experiences are mind-shattering and in some of them you lose every kind of contact with reality. Basically it's like inducing yourself into psychosis. I also had a psychotic episode while sober and that hasn't helped. Only wanted to say that I have lived the experience of being "crazy" and even if you know that something doesn't work in your mind you can't help but trust everything it says to you. It destroys all your foundations. But, still, I know that what I've gone through is nothing compared to physical abuse or war. I hope no one gets offended.