L, I am feeling a good bit of shame sitting here thinking about my session today. Shame that it took me this many years to get here. I know you would say "it takes as long as it takes" but damn. I must have some inflated ****ing vision of myself huh? that it took this much time to finally break through all of my layers of protection and pretending and whatnot? I don't know. All I can tell you right now is that I feel utterly ashamed and next week I may come in wearing a potato sack for a dress...