I can't find anyone for the relationships since I was 13. I've gone through a bunch of highs and lows in my life. Now it's like rock bottom. And still no one. For now, there're few reasons for it:

1. I'm fat. But not ugly! But still fat (about 220 lbs).
2. Sometimes I'm depressed so much, that I can't talk to anyone or do anything. But all the other time I'm cool.
3. I don't work due to my mental disease, therefore I'm out of money (living with parents).

What's the wrongest thing about me among what I've listed above?

I've tried so hard, and if Chester Bennington have "gone so far", I haven't gone anything further than another reason for suicide. No, I'm not in crisis right now.

Just tell me that I'm the worst option for you as a boyfriend, and let's finish with it.