None of these things are "wrong", KuxMax! You may want to work on some of these things if they're affecting your own health however! Depression and MI can definitely have negative impacts on our lives. That's why we need to work on them. Not to please other people but for OURSELVES because WE ARE IMPORTANT AND SO ARE YOU! PLEASE DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT! Please don't be hard of yourself! It is not your fault if you're feeling SO BAD after all! What are you doing right now to help yourself? Can you afford a therapist? Do you see a Pdoc? Are you taking any meds right now? Definitely do everything that's in your power to get the help you NEED and DESERVE! I hope things will get better soon for you one way or another! When you start to feel better about yourself I'm SURE that you'll be able to better work on your relationship! Just focus on YOURSELF at the moment though! Let us know how things are going for you! WE ALL DO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR HEALTH! THAT'S A PROMISE! KEEP FIGHTING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND YOU DO MATTER! Please keep us updated on your situation! Wish you the best of luck in BOTH your healing and in your life! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, KuxMax, and ALL the people you love and who love you!