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sinking · Jun 21, 2019, 02:43 PM

Thank you both for saying im notboring!

Today was a little different thanmy usual routine. i slept at my parents and that was fine, then went to seepdoc and in spite of not liking her much, not having much intimacy withher and not estimating her particularly for always making me wait 30mins beforegoing in and keeping me there about only 5 mins, with both of us not knowingmuch what to say, i was really upset when she said they (those who decidethings) have decided to move her to another place.

at first i was worried about whoelse im going to be matched with (i dont think i can choose), but as the daykept going on i started to feel more and more upset about not seeing heranymore. we have fixed one last session next week and thats supposed to be thelast one. i've thought about giving her a plant and actually right now ivethought it would be nice to give her a small letter too.

she might not have been the bestpdoc ever, but in her own way she made me feel she did care about me (saying itdirectly not long ago), even if just a little bit (because i still think she is too burned out to care really for her patients) and thats a good thingand something i feel i have to thank her for.

after that, i went to the postaloffice with my dad, to close the bank account. as expected it was not that easyas it might seem and they said i'll have to go back in 2 weeks because blahblah blah….. i hate that stuff.

then went home, watched some tvseries episodes while the bricklayers were working (i hate having strangers athome!) and then had lunch with my parents (my fav. pasta: carbonara!!!).

after that i went to work. i hadonly 3 hours scheduled for today but i was feeling sick and tired of it anyway.its hard to do a job you dont like, you know?

and in the end i went out fordinner with my friend. we chatted and walked and had a good time.

now im at my parents again. havefed and cuddled with both my cats and my dad got to fix the laptop problem (mydad is a genius with computer stuff!) and now im soon going to bed. im so gladits the weekend again. i hope i'll get to enjoy it and relax as much as i can….and if i feel like it i'll text P but im not sure of that. it didnt seem he wasinterested in seeing me again outside the workplace. i dont know… but thats nota problem really.

im more upset about pdoc leavingme.