T called me this morning and we talked for 30 minutes again. Originally I guess he was going to do the whole 50 minutes like our actual session but his travel plans got shifted and only had time for 30. We talked about the hospital again, and the thought of that scared me. Since I started seeing him a year, he always told me that if he thinks hospitalization may be necessary that we'd talk about it. It hasn't came up besides when I was in the hospital already for sepsis and the doctors were talking about inpatient. Now he's actually discussing it which really scares me. He said he could help me get into one and we could figure out how to tell my H if it comes to that. And how he thinks I understand his concern right now esp over the weekend and my safety. Which only part of me understands and the other thinks it's not that bad and he's wasting his time worrying. He was pretty insistent that if I feel like SH this weekend that I need to reach out to someone, even him if I want. Right now he agreed to keep talking about it when I see him Monday as long as I'm okay throughout the weekend.