I'm here for you, mountainstream, and many others are as well! I'm not sure if you're referring to "real life" or to this forum, but I'm sure it has nothing to do with you personally. Sometimes people are shy and don't really know what to say. Others may be busy. Unfortunately things like that can happen. In any case we're here for you if you need support. You can also choose to PM the people you want to talk to. I'm certainly available for you as well. I'm sure many others are as well like Misery Business. Just ask us whenever you need help! You are important and we DO care about you. I apologize if I made you feel ignored! That was not my intention! Please feel free to PM me anytime. My inbox is always open for you and for anyone who wants to talk. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, mountainstream!