Actually, I don't really understand what's my problem. I mean, does all of it really affects finding a right woman? I'm thinking of it this way: if the person loves you for not who you are, but for what you have (good body shape, money, etc.), why would I even date with this person? There's no chances for strong relationships in this case, I think. Because it's more looks to me like a marketplace relationships. You give money, and somebody gives you a product/service.

But does the love work this way? Is there even a place for statements like "I love him for six abs", or "I love him for his Ferrari"? I don't think so. I don't love others for anything except themselves.

You can say that if I think this way, why won't I just look out for a fat girl? That's logically right, but there's something I need to say. The love between man and woman is not only soul-to-soul love. It's also about body-to-body love. And I can't build truly relationships with a person who I don't want to have intimacy with. I don't really like fat girls.

But, I see a lot of couples, in which one of them is fat. I didn't say "ugly". Just fat. I know some girls who love fat guys, and I know some guys who love fat girls. So my best bet is, probably, to find a girl who loves my body as it is.