I am actually 19. I dont know why you would assume otherwise just from my short post. But regardless, I am seeking counseling I just have no way to afford it at this moment. Even my county mental health clinics are too much. I'm unemployed and seeking disability for other issues that are unrelated to my depression. And my insurance lapsed a few weeks ago and they are being frustrating. I also lost my house and my car. So I'm dependent on all of my family and feel completely useless. Its very tiresome.