I used to work at Arby’s where I looked up to my supervisor. She used to like me and be nice to me until she suddenly went rejected me. She started being mean to me and yelled a lot. She was still nice to others though.

She had me canned in October 2017 but I’m still affected. I even physically lost my voice bc of multiple mental breakdowns. Now I expect everyone to hurt me. At my current job at McDonald’s, I’m paranoid that people are mean to me when they weren’t. I perceive rejection where none exist. I often accuse ppl of hating on me and being mad at me when they weren’t.

For the past month, I cried during most my shifts and ****** that I’m invisible. And lately, the GM spoke to me with authority and I cried bc he “yelled.” It was mostly the GM that I accuse of being mad and hurtful. Almost every shift I get paranoid. An hourly manager called me a creep and accused me of obsessing over the GM. He even said I’m massively in love with the GM. Then he said it’s making people uncomfortable.

But if my Arby’s supervisor hadn’t been rejecting, I wouldn’t be this way. Hell I’d still be at Sam’s bc I wouldn’t need to act out.