I know what was not a reason that I came back too. I did not come back to get help to leave my h. So please try not to sound like that's what you're trying to talk me into doing okay? It almost felt that way the other day for a minute there. I am not ready for that. I don't know if I ever will be. I want to work on this stuff inside myself that I started talking about the other day. Let's just leave my marriage out of the picture for the time being okay?