At my current job, people constantly tell me no one is mad at me and that I’m not invisible. I direct most of such accusations at the GM. He “yelled” today but he didn’t even raise his voice. He just spoke with authority reminding me to clock out for break. Still, I was sensitive and cried throughout lunch rush. And complained about the “yelling” to a few people.

And when the hourly manager asked me if I’m massively in love with the GM, I said no, he just needs to treat me like everyone else. To which the hourly said the GM does treat me like everyone else. That’s just ONE example of my paranoia.

I been paranoid before but I don’t remember being THIS paranoid in my life. My previous “paranoia” was barely noticeable. Now it’s full blown bc of what happened at Arby’s.