I was watching a late-night tv programme last night and something that was said made me think of my ex and his unfaithfulness during our relationship.

"And you're a young boy running through girl after girl after girl trying to wash your uncle's fingers off of your masculinity and absolve yourself with the blood of virgins, almost like something in a cult trying to cleanse those homosexual images out of your head." I don't know for sure that my ex was molested by a male family member but for such a long time I've wondered if he he was. I'm just feeling incredibly sad today and want so badly to contact him but know that would not be a good idea.