There are a few people who no longer like me due to my issues. They can just screw it cuz they're fake AF. I can count on one hand the number of people who're like that. Like the one who deleted me on FB after I spent the lunch rush crying and complaining about the GM "yelling." There are a lot more people who'll accept me even at my low point. The vast majority of people have not been through the degree of rejection I've been through at Arby's but they'll still understand bc we all been rejected b4.

I'm also starting to write several times a day a single sentence. "I don't let her past actions towards me affect me now." If I write it enough, I'll internalize it and it'll change how I deal with hell.