Definitely take a break, Rose76! You're doing so much. You deserve to take care of yourself. Please do that if you can. You have every right to take a break. I admire your strength and determination. Don't let it consume you though! You're worth MUCH MORE than this! YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND YOU MATTER! THAT'S A PROMISE! Please keep us updated on your situation if you can and want to! WE ALL DO CARE ABOUT YOU VERY MUCH! THAT'S A PROMISE! Please take GREAT care of yourself! DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT! Wish you the best of luck in BOTH your healing and your life! KEEP FIGHTING! YOU'RE A STRONG WONDERFUL PERSON AND YOU DO KNOW THAT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Rose76!