My husband and I were drunk Friday night. I was mad because he was supposed to be the driver and drank more that he should have. It started before we were out of the bar parking lot. There was a little vile of perfume in the door of my passenger seat- it turned out to be my brothers girlfriends, but at the time I wasnt thinking clear and asked him who's it was because it wasnt mine. He slammed the brakes of my car and I wasn't wearing my belt so I slammed into the dashboard and banged my knee. I got out of the car and said I wouldn't go home unless I drive. My phone was dead so I couldn't call anyone.

When we got home I dont remember what I said but he slammed my car door and shattered my sunroof. He then belly bumped me into the door and kind of pushed me into it. So I went for a ride to calm myself and came back and told him I didnt want him in bed with me. He wouldn't listen so I grabbed his phone and then he got up and grabbed my arms and squeezed, shook me and screamed in my face and then pushed me onto the bed. He went into the living room and I saw he left his phone. I know I shouldn't have but I went through it and saw on his history that he had made an account on a site called one night friends about a month ago. He used his email and the username was something i could see him using. He never messaged anyone and didnt have any pictures but still... so I confronted him and he denied it. I told him I wasnt stupid and I saw his email. I told him he was like my ex, and that blew him up. He grabbed me again and pushed me into the bathroom door and grabbed my throat and told me he was going to kill me. He said no one could hear me. He pushed me onto the floor and I got mad and punched him in the stomach. So he punched me in the mouth. I dont exactly what happened next but I remember he had me by the throat again and I was trying to push him away and push his face and he bit me.

I haven't talked to him in 2 days and I've been staying at a friends. His sister told me he feels like **** and hes sorry... but I've never seen that side of him. We've been together 6 years and married 1, and never once has he hit me. I feel so lost and I dont know what to do.