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Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty
You sound a lot like me. I didn't want to make it to my 35th but that was nearly 4 years ago. I have been so close so many times but in the end I am too much of a coward. Everyone around me thinks everything is great. No one knows how much I actually hurt. The worst day of my life was when I woke up from surgery. I wanted more than anything to die on the table.
You're not alone  |
RIght now Im just carrying stuff around to end it just in case I actually get the balls to do so. But I cant help but think about all the ways I could just die at work (especially with all the heavy machinery we have) Heck someone at the table we sit at said they thought I had depression but even my mom blew that off and just said it was my personality lol Hiding is just easier then worrying people.