Interesting question, yes in the since of driving somewhat erratically and then learning from that. In times of great distress I don’t so much “fear myself”, but wish I could not let the depression get to me. For example, my weekend plans may be nothing going on and I fall into a deep depression and have to pull myself out of it. The will to make myself get out and do things and meet others is not always there, but have been making an effort some past several months. It’s difficult since try dating and do not meet the one so it gets very discouraging.