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Old Jun 25, 2019, 01:08 AM
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Originally Posted by golden_eve View Post
I guess I overstated in my original post. Forgiveness to me means letting go of the anger and pain I feel as a result. Or perhaps mainly the anger and outrage. . I cannot let go of the anger and pain of an abusive relationship. To me it was atrocious and inhuman. To me he’s a monster. I just cannot get over it. No matter what I think or do.
What do you think the monster would think if he learned of your recent professional successes?
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Zyprexa Zydis 5 mg
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past medications: Depakote, Lamictal, Lithium, Seroquel, Trazodone, Risperdal, Cogentin, Remerol, Prozac, Amitriptyline, Ambien, Lorazepam, Klonopin, Saphris, Trileptal, Clozapine and Clozapine+Wellbutrin, Topamax