During the last month I signed up for psych tech classes, got my ex a concierge doctor after getting 2 new heart specialists for him, needing two more and still looking for best possible pdoc for my meds change after being shunted to a practitioner for my bp2 . Incompetent pdoc left her practice—Elvis has let the building LOL LOL

Also drove to San Diego to visit often grumpy overworked son, daughter in law I dont know how to handle and 2 elem school grandsons. Spoke to son about long term planning for us as a family.

With a lot of help from my online friends I moved forward on so many things. However, I have been exhausted for months, sobbing occasionally (they made a big discovery for my friends w ptsd), messing up the gps and not finding the motel til son rescued me. I should slow down—ya think?

I could take 75 mg Wellbutrin every other day, or add another stabilizer and titrate off the Wellbutrin. I can use the hypomania to accomplish things or kill it off by dropping the Wellbutrin and risking going below center—big price to pay because i cant take antipsychotics as stabilizers so it would have to be tegretol and lithium.. Last med change was a disaster. SO YAY AND WHOA!!!