I'd suggest to reach out to another therapist if you can, likeagreyrainbow I'm not sure what this may be but there may be various causes. Perhaps it's your MI, perhaps you're VERY stressed out, perhaps it's your anxiety, perhaps it's your fear. Definitely reach out to a professional as soon as you possibly can. Hopefully they'll be able to help you. Taking meds may be helpful as well although I'm not sure about that. You DEFINITELY need to talk to a doctor ABOUT ALL OF THIS! Wishing you the best of luck BOTH in your healing and in your life! Please DO keep us updated on your situation and let us know how it goes! We ALL do care about you! THAT'S A PROMISE! Please stay safe and take GREAT care of yourself! YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND YOU MATTER! Keep fighting! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, likeagreyrainbow!