I just feel completely worthless. I've failed. I don't even see the point of existing. Like what am I doing here? What am I doing every day? It's not worth it.

Edti: When people talk to me, I hate the way I talk back. I usually don't care to react about what people say because of anhedonia so I just act. All I do is act. I hate myself. I wish I was someone else.

My step dad caused me to act this way. I didn't stand up for myself. I just acted.

It's like I have some type of severe identity crisis.