I feel the need to drink or take drugs, or stop taking my meds.... I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I feel bored with everything, but I can't get anything done to save my life. I slept most of the day and yet now I'm up because of too much sleep. We had a family gathering and I was wanting to go home- lots of people and I just sat and read a magazine. I used to be very social. I feel like going out and staying in at the same time.

Btw, I can't get my old name to log in for anything, so I set up a new one.